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1 week ago
I have to go to Lufkin, Tx tomorrow and I am not happy about it. We go to my mom’s fiancee’s family’s house for Thanksgiving nowadays. It’s stange because they are not my family and I didn’t even know them until I was already almost 18! So, I don’t feel close to them. I have decided to make the best of it this year. I will try to honestly have the best time that I can. (Honestly, I’d rather be having Thanksgiving alone with my cat as lame as that sounds.)
1 week ago
Sometimes I can’t help myself. I get so jealous of people. I feel a tingling on my temples and a sour feeling in my stomach. It’s so terrible. I get so intensely jealous that it’s scary. Why can’t I just be content?
1 week ago
I am so excited to go to houston on tuesday and see my boyfriend. I miss him a little too much.
Also, I am maybe planning an art show in houston this winter break.
2 weeks ago
i just feel so bad for someone who is going through a loss. i am highly fascinated too. how are they dealing with it, are they crying right now? are they feeling everything i’ve felt? even if i didn’t know the person at all, such a strong sense of empathy arises in me that i get really really sad and maybe cry. probably cry. i’m glad that i have that empathy, i’m glad that i know what the person who has lost someone is feeling. i feel like i want people to talk to me about their losses, and although i don’t know what i could say to help, i think just listening to them and letting them know that i understand it might be a little bit of a relief.
2 weeks ago
I need some clean! Also, I wish I could write music cause I want to sing things in my head but I can’t.
2 weeks ago
2 weeks ago
Yeah. Everything is better and I will be better too!
My room is halfway towards being clean. I am so ready for winter break…I want to be in Houston…
Everyone says Houston is awful and ugly but those people probably are snobs and probably live in a lame neighborhood. Houston has so much stuff going on and it might not be full of nature but I don’t care. Houston in the wintertime is awesome. I can’t wait until I get to go home for winter break and wear coats!
I got a new LEATHER COAT, it’s exciting.





